Lost

I'm lost sometimes, inside my head,

I want to live but feel so dead.

I can’t escape the memory,

of life I loved, that used to be.

Seasons change, and people grow,

friendships leave, heart overflows,

How to save me, what to say,

where to search, to find my way.

One door opens, one is closed,i.

plans have changed, dreams implode.

I must survive at any cost,

I need to live yet feel so lost.